just wanna keep you a little longer.

Haven't slept well for the entire week.

Every time I lie down on the bed and shut my eyes, its like a war zone.

I can't accept the fact that my biggest challenge in my life at the moment is just 2 months away.

My father always tell me right from the beginning of the year, 

"Joel, do your best for the these last few months and get the best results so that you can get into Singapore's college."

I don't think I'm ready to face this.
I don't think I can make them proud.

I'm afraid, lost and confused.
For the past 3 weeks, I've been wondering around figuring out what to do. Till now I'm still wondering what should I do with this time.
Is there anyone that can pull me out of this horrible dream?
or should I continue living in this dream.