I think history is repeating itself.
The amount of jealousy is really unbearable.
I always question myself,
Why isn't the perfect guy Me?
Why do other people get to experience the pleasures of having a teenage partner?
My answer is always the same.
"Ohh, it's just not my turn yet. Maybe one day I would get to experience it"
Well, forget that. I will just sit there and wait for miracles to happen.
sigh.
dammit.