Am I leftout of activities?
Sometimes I really feel the regrets of my dad renting a room over here.
Its so inconvenient to hangout with Them. Sometimes I really feel unfair and I made wrong choices.
Why am I not charismatic?
Why am I not 'up-to-viewing-standards'?
Why don't I get things others can have?
The list goes on.
I just hate it when I'm alone; confined in a square room, thinking of what to spend time on.
Lying there listening to songs on my headphones is the only way I can relax but songs I listen to, it just makes me think of the past.
Overthinking.
Overthinking.
Overthinking!
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